Well i'm pretty tired of being alone all the time... Yeah i know i have a boyfriend, hes the best.. But thats different i wish i could talk to someone who actually understands me? my mum doesn't stop working i actually see her about 3 hours a day, other than that i'm all alone in my house. Once again! I actually feel like iv lost the spark i use to have.. everything seems dark and empty not like it use to. People say 'Times a healer' but it seems to get harder and harder, each time i walk past the bedroom she use to sleep in, i piece of me dies everytime.. i miss her so so much, we use to sit up at night and talk for hours.. she was always there when i got home from school and she actually had the time to sit and listen to me, and the funny thing is, sometimes i never appreciated that because i never thought she'd go.. now i wish i could see her again and give her one BIG hug and thank her for everything... i guess iv never needed someone as much as i do now!